Feb. 12, 2015
I'm off work until April. The doctor wants me to take meds. I am scared. I am scared that I'm going to lose her completely if I move forward. I'm scared that the drugs are either going to erase it all completely, or that when I come off them I'm going to fall right back to where I am now. I feel like a failure because I can't do it on my own. I feel like I'm letting Jason and Khaily down by taking the time off work. I'm so tired. The battle between logic and emotion is kicking my trash. I just want it all to go away :'( :'( :'(
I am so so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl. Mine isn't as tragic as yours but I suffered a major unexpected loss in my life when I lost my husband almost 9 months ago. If you ever want to talk please feel free to do so, Linda
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